I just wish for everything to be okay; to survive through all these financial problems and these obligations. And I wish you could help me more… I wish I didn’t do those mistakes in the past, then we wouldn’t be in this situation now.
Sometimes I feel like a constantly running pet-mouse on a wheel, always running, always tired, but never getting anywhere… It only takes a short amount of time before I’m overwhelmed with money problems and things to do again. I just wish that one day, I didn’t have to worry…
I’m grateful nonetheless that despite all of these hardships, God and hope have ALWAYS shined through, without fail. I guess sometimes I let these doubts, frustrations and worries get the best of me where I can’t see the light/hope in the situation anymore, and I’m just here inhaling and exhaling all of this negativity. Sigh. Why is life so hard?
Lord, help me to see Your truth and promises. I need You most especially now.





