So this is what I’ve been doing, to try to get over you. Tonight has been a good night; not a night that was subject to re-hashing the disappointment and longing that have been caging my heart for so long. Tonight was different, tonight was better, and I’m glad. Thank YOU Lord. But after spending time on focusing my mind on other things, in the back of my mind, I still wonder if you’re still thinking of me, if you wonder about me, if you even miss me. But then I think, you must be tens of thousands of miles away. If it has taken me this long to make a productive step in getting over you, how much for you? It makes me a little sad to think about it, but whatever, already, it’s okay, and I’ll be okay. That “He’s Not Into You” book really helped me, and I’m glad. Thank you again Lord. I just hope that the days and nights upcoming will get progressively better in time. Seriously, thankYOU Lord, time and Your love have really helped me.
It makes me excited to think that one day, when I think of you and all the heartbreak and disappointment, and I’ll be saying: “you were so one week ago. You were so last week. You were so…that one time in my life.” I’m excited for that. But when I think about how you must’ve thought those things about me, at the time I was alone in this, when I was just feeling the heartburn of not seeing you, of still really liking you, then it makes me a little sad. But again, whatever, already. Life is moving on, and I have to move onto. And I will. God and tonight just proved that to me now.
Aloha :D My name is Normie Jean, but I'm more simply known as Normie, Norms or Mimi. Lived a journey 20 chapters long, and I'm still aiming to discover the lifetime purpose given to me by God, and to continue, each day, evolving and growing as a person. I am a lover of God, my Catholic faith, my family and friends, whom I've coined as the "wonderful people" and a multitude of simple life-joys: discovering inspiration from a wide sp»
It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop.an of sources and in all different shapes and sizes, music (a feel-good therapy for the soul), reading and writing my world away, laughing until my stomach hurts, having heart to heart, random, intellectual conversations, learning new things, dancing for fun, being involved, living healthy, living Hawaii <3 chilling with my four-legged stress relievers, (my dogs, Peace and Nibbie) and the list traverses onward.
"We are the light of the world. Let our light shine before all, that they may see the good that we do and give glory to God."
"I can do all things, for He gives me strength."
